I am motivated by peace, seek independence and require kindness. I resist confrontation at all costs. (Feeling good is more important than being good.) I am typically quiet by nature. I process things very deeply and objectively, and I am by far the best listener. I respect people who are kind, but recoil from perceived hostility or verbal battle. I need my quiet independence and refuse to be controlled by others. I want to do things my own way, in my own time. I ask little of others, and resent others demanding much of me. I am much stronger than people think because I don't reveal my feelings. I am kind, non-discriminate, patient and can be indecisive, timid, and silently stubborn. When you deal with me, be kind, accept (and support) my individuality, and look for nonverbal clues to my feelings.
I don't need anyone to tell me who i know i already am.


And if you must know, my name is Lauren. I live in Benham Kentucky..rather small town. No-one knows where it is. Believe me..its not all rednecks and hillbillies. The only thing this town runs on is Churches and bars..not much to choose from huh? I'm usually at home on the computer, or out with friends, or at this place. I'm an indoor kinda person..i don't like bugs or anything that can crawl and is smaller than me...except babies.
I'm really easy to get along with, unless you catch me in a bad mood, then you'll probably get yelled at. Most people say i don't act like a normal 14 year old girl, but what else am i supposed to act like? I'm just myself. I'm not trying to act any more mature than i already am.<br>


Likes---
I love my friends and family. Dogs count to..
My favorite type of music is usually rock..but i listen to alot of different types (see music section). My favorite colors are: Black&Red, Black&Yellow, Black&Purple, lime, skyblue and deeppink.
Horror movies.. I'm usually hiding behind my hands when I'm watching them though. lol.
I love hugs and cuddling.
I get along with most people until they give me a reason not to like them.
When people are overly polite..makes me feel special
Italian food is awesome! I like Chinese also.
Cool nights..when its not to cold but still chilly.
I love the rain..its very peaceful. <bR>


Dislikes----
I dislike chat speak very strongly..keep that in mind ;]
War, people screaming, Being sickly =[.
When i get in-boxes from Turkish pervs, bigotry, depression, very hot days, very cold days, blue cheese, when people grit their teeth, When someone asks if I'm a vampire
-hiiisss-<br>


Music----
I like most music..just not country or R&B. The genres that i have uploaded onto my computer are: Acid jazz, Alternative, Alternrock, Blues, Blues rock, Classic rock, Classical, Dance, Darkwave, Disco, Electronic, Emo, Punk, Future pop, Girls Rock, goth/electric, Death Metal, Hard Rock, Industrial, Rock, Metal, New age, and Other.

And here are the bands they're in alphabetical order
10 years, 30 seconds to mars, A cold winters kiss, ACDC, Acid Bath, AFI, Alanis Morissette, Alice Cooper, Anna Nalick, Armor for sleep, Assemblage 23, Audio Slave, Ayria, Bayside, The Beatles, Beck, Beethoven, Big Wreck, The birthday massacre, Blue October, Bobaflex, Breaking Benjamin, bullet for my valentine, The Cardigans, Cher, Chevelle, Coheed and cambria, Cold, Coldplay, Collide, Covenant, Combichrist, Creed, Dark Lotus, Dave mathews band, Dead Inside the Chrysalis, Deadstar Assembly, Deathcab for cutie, Depeche mode, Dido, Dismantled, Dirty Vegas, Disturbed, Dooken, Dope Stars ink, The drama Summer, Dream Theater, The Eagles, Eisley, Electric 6, Elefant, Emilie Autumn, Eminem, Evanesence, Filter, Finch, Fischerspooner, Flyleaf, The Fray, From First to Last, Gary Jules, Glis, Gnarles Barkely, Head-Automatica, Heart, Hinder, Hum, Incubus, Interpol, Jack Johnson, Jeff Buckley, Jet, Journey, Kelly Clarkson, Kill hannah, Kittie, KMFDM, Korn, Lacuna Coil, Linkon Park, Madona, Marilyn Manson, Maroon 5, The Mars Volta, Megadeth, Mercy fall, Mindless Self Indulgence, Morning Wood, Motzart, MUSE, My Chemical Romance, Nine Inch Nails, Nirvana, No Doubt, Norah Jones, The offspring, Orgy, OZZY, P!nk, Pearljam, Powerman5000, Portishead, Prince, Puddle of mudd, Queen, Queensryche, The Raconteurs, Radiohead,Ramstein, The Rasmus, Rasputina, Red Hot chili Peppers, Rob Zombie, Rock Kills kid, Saliva, Seal, Shiny Toy Guns, Shinedown, Silverstein, silvertide, Sixpence None the Richer, Slipknot, Smile Empty Soul, staind, Static-X, straylight run, The Strokes, System of a down, Taking Back Sunday, Three Days Grace, Tool, The Verve, VNV Nation, The White Stripes, Weezer, XP8, Zeromancer, Zombie girl.